Chronicles of a perpetually anxious person part 2
The holidays are here. They stress THE HECK out of me every year. I'm frozen in anxiousness, and tend to be short with everyone I love. Although I've gotten better at preparing for then, oh my heck, November and December always stess me in mentally, spiritually, and physically. I know I have everything I need and everything I ever wanted, so just putting that out there. So my worrying and anxiety stem from, "am I doing enough? Am I serving where needed? Are they getting the best of me?" To add on top, people are just CRANKY this time of year, and it's because o see people being so materialistic, and wanting to "appear better off", whereas I'm sitting here wondering, "do I need to be doing this? Am I doing enough?" I mean, maybe or maybe not, but in the end, I'm usually so frozen, I appear even more so "uncaring". I get so caught up in my own thoughts and my confidence wavers to the point where I don't know where to star