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My Relationship With Food

 Over the past 4 to 5 months, I've come to realize I have always had a GARBAGE relationship with food. It's like a bad, no good, toxic relationship that's followed me my entire life. I can't seem to get rid of this toxic relationship because it's me. I'm the toxic one with food.  My choices and bad relationship with food stems from anxiety and the need to control because I feel like I have no control. So food becomes my coping mechanism. Mentally feel bad?  Well, I'll eat bad to combat my mind, so in the end I feel even worse, AND that means my weight fluctuates.  I struggle to change. Change is hard for me EVEN WHEN I KNOW it's going to be a good change. I hope to change my habits little by little. Work on my anxiety and overcome my eating habits that don't benefit me in a good way. I genuinely DON'T want to live this way; I just don't know how to change by myself. For myself. And not feel so overwhelmed.  I chose to share this because I'

Chronicles of a perpetually anxious person part 2

 The holidays are here. They stress THE HECK out of me every year. I'm frozen in anxiousness, and tend to be short with everyone I love. Although I've gotten better at preparing for then, oh my heck, November and December always stess me in mentally, spiritually, and physically.  I know I have everything I need and everything I ever wanted, so just putting that out there. So my worrying and anxiety stem from, "am I doing enough? Am I serving where needed? Are they getting the best of me?" To add on top, people are just CRANKY this time of year, and it's because o see people being so materialistic, and wanting to "appear better off", whereas I'm sitting here wondering, "do I need to be doing this? Am I doing enough?"  I mean, maybe or maybe not, but in the end, I'm usually so frozen, I appear even more so "uncaring". I get so caught up in my own thoughts and my confidence wavers to the point where I don't know where to star

Stressed AND Blessed

 It's #selfcaresunday, y'all. I got myself #flowers because #flowersmakemehappy. I know I'm #blessed, but there are days and weeks that I'm #stressed, #depressed, or #anxious. My reason? I haven't been able to #excercise, go to the #gym, or #run in over a week because of an injury and I honestly hate it. It helps with my mental state of mind so much in such a positive way. So I got myself flowers today to perk my mood up. What are you doing today to take care of yourself?  #shop my #online #store here:  http://go.youravon.com/3mvt29 join my  #bossbabe #community here: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt28 My #blog: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt2b #sharethelove #summer #getoutside #playhard #girlboss #makeup #cosmetics #buildyourempire  #summer2021 #girlpower #consistency #girlboss #hustle  #support #sunday #sundayfunday #weekendvibes #Avon #mentalhealth

Thursday Thoughts

  Here are some #ThursdayThoughts for you guys. I recently read the quote, "the hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn." The hardest thing I've come to learn in my personal life is that sometimes i burn the wrong bridges, and cross the wrong ones. But I'm learning, and the #journey isn't always easy, and often hard. I'm hopful #july will help #buildbridges to some of my #goals I have, and much needed #support from you guys, the universe, or whatever it is that can help. What are some of your goals or #manifesting #goals this month? I want to hear from you! #share and #shop my #online #store here: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt29 Want to join my #bossbabe #community ? Click here: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt28 My #blog : http://go.youravon.com/3mvt2b #sharethelove #summer #getoutside #workhard #playhard #girlboss #makeup #Avon #cosmetics #buildyourempire   #summer2021 #monday #girlpower #consistency

My Monday Modulation...

 The only #motivationmonday I have for you today is that sometimes it's hard to have #motivation. But I'm trying to be more consistent and have #selfdiscipline on a day to day basis despite not always feeling motivated.  #shop my #online #store here: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt29 Want to join my #bossbabe #community? Click here: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt28 My #blog: http://go.youravon.com/3mvt2b #sharethelove #summer #getoutside #workhard #playhard #girlboss #makeup #Avon #cosmetics #mondaymotivation  #summer2021 #monday #girlpower #consistency #girlboss #hustle Xoxo,  Hannah's blog. 

Chronicles of an perpetually anxious person part 1

As I was growing up, I always thought my feelings of inadequacy would just dissipate when I became an adult. My anxious thoughts would go away.  my thoughts would (and still do) race along the lines:  if I'm making the right decisions about my life. how am I being perceived? Will this decision of mine affect others in a negative way? Am I enough? Am I doing enough for myself or for others? Why can't I take your pain away? What am I doing incorrectly or wrong? When will I be enough?  Although I've gotten better, there are moments in my life like recently that those thoughts race through my mind. I've come to realize that I get into these "ruts" when I'm emotionally burnt out with life. I often want to "run away" from my problems life can throw my way when I get like this. I can't do that forever. So here I am, writing it out, hoping that my " I'm enough and I'm adequate cup" will be filled with something positive in my life a

Rewriting my trip to peru in 2012..

 January 2012: "I'm home from peru! It was amazing. I wish we (my mom and I went together) were about to do more! (I do want to go back for more still) It is so beautiful here in cusco, peru! Way more than I expected! The mountains and hills are so green. The cathedrals are gorgeous. We are (mom and I) are in a tour group of 14 0r 15. All of us are leaving tomorrow morning at 7:30 to go to the sacred valley and Tuesday we start the hike up to MACCHU PICCHU! I am SO excited. This is way better than I could have imagined! Mom and I went through the Santo Domingo cathedral and it was great to see. Spain built over an incan temple, and you can tell which was built by the incans and which parts were built by Spain. There are so many stray dogs roaming around. I would totally take half them home with me if I could! It's also hard for me NOT to touch them!it really is! Our tour started yesterday. We went to the sacred valley yesterday and everything was so beautiful. We saw quite